Signs and other things I find amusing

Ok as I hope you can see I love silly little signs. The Rainbow one that I have inserted is one of my Favorites. I don't know why but I find it amusing. I find that I find a lot of things most people don't. I have a morbid sense of what is funny and I wish I knew were all my other signs and sayings were ( I have an external hard drive that they are most likely sitting on and it's too big of a PITA to go hunting installing and hunting on. Let's move in to words (this is going to be a very Random Blog of things that were induced by my taking my Bi Polar Medication today to help me over a hump) Ok I Love the term Faghag I use it on various sites to describe myself when I am not saying I am a gay man trapped in a 36yrs mom's body. I have just recently learned that the term is not one people like. It's supposed to be a derogatory term. Darling's I can think of worse things to be called. Some woman hate the terms Bitch, Cunt, Whore, etc. I love them I strive to be them!! This does lead me into how are you supposed to blog? I had a friend tell me I did it wrong. I write my Blogs like I am talking to someone who is in the room sitting with me and will answer back. Well honestly I am talking to someone... well people. Mostly the voices in my head and I blame them often for things and as long as they stay in my head and so as I tell them to all is good. In case my dear readers you haven't figured it out I am NUTS, Crazy, Fruit Cake Etc. I am proud to have Voices. Without them my Wolves wouldn't have come out to play. I wouldn't be the person my friends love and enemies fear! I have worked at this for 36yrs... I have it down to a science. Ok this is a Random Blog with no Propose other than to ramble to quiet my voices lol. My Next Blogs with Have Meaning!! I am going to Blog about all the writers I love and Need more people to buy their books. OH OH OH and there will be all those Blogs I have in me about the not so Sexy E-book Pirates!! So for now Remember

Be The Type of Person That When Your feet Hit the Floor in the morning the Devil Screams SHIT she's/he's up!!!!!

Love, Lust, and Lolly Pops

Silver

Not So Sexy E-book Pirates

March 1st some Wonderful writers and people i consider friends are releasing an Anthology Call "Stealing My Heart" Thus named because the proceeds will go to putting a stop to E-book Theft and help educate the people out there that Astatalk,Demonoid and the likes are Literally Stealing the hearts of hearts. All these wonderful books that we love and adore are someones heart. They pour their hearts and souls into what they write and people upload these books to these sites and don't think about how much money is being lost daily by doing it. its not just one book here and there 20-30 books add up after a times. A lot of these writers are parents with kids who are looking Hundreds of Dollars daily by these actions. Its Not like you saying OMG Sue i read this great book here borrow it and tell me what you think.. Electronic books are not like paperbacks you can't just give them away. I am also seeing what people fail to realize is the government is cracking down on this and it isnt the companies that are being handed Jail time and Fines its the little people doing the downloading. Believe it or not You will get caught You will face Jail time and You will have to pay a Fine for every single fine you downloaded and or shared. Its just a matter of time. These Hosting sites have pissed off enough people who are now doing something. Everyone and everything on these sites are reported to the government and if you push the government hard enough they will start going after the little people. I am not perfect and I will tell anyone who asks that i am a reformed Pirate. I didnt know i was hurting people. Maybe because i can put faces to the names on these books that it matters to me or maybe i just woke up and realized i wouldnt want People taking something i worked hard to do and give it away. would you like to see your hard earned money stolen from your pay check? i mean Taxes Rob us enough as it is. I attached the cover to the new Book at the top of my rant. The very hot and sexy Cover Models Name is Adam Killian. He donated His time and Energy to pose for the cover for Free Because He cares For the Cause. Do you care enough to help too??

The Book will be Out March First at http://www.total-e-bound.com/default.asp?


Carol Lynn can be found at the following Places
http://www.total-e-bound.com/default.asp?
http://www.jasminejade.com/default.aspx?skinid=11
http://www.carol-lynne.net/
http://www.resplendencepublishing.com
http://1romanceebooks.com/
http://www.torquerebooks.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&products_id=2413


AJ Llewellyn and DJ Manly can be found at
http://www.extasybooks.net/ebjmsite/index.php

Jambrea Jo Jones
Stephani Hecht as well as the others can be found at the same publishing companies as well

My Personal Review of Paden A.J Llewellyn’s Last Book in the Phantom Lover Series

This for me has been and will be the hardest book I have ever tried to review. Not because the Book was bad. Honestly AJ Llewellyn couldn't ever write a bad book but because the book plain and simply just took my breath away. The Love that you find in the entire series is fundamentally earth shaking. You don't not see that kind of unconditional love in many family's or relationships this day and age often. To understand what I mean you will have to read the 14 other books that lead in Paden. I also do not want to give a lot away either. This is one of those series of books you have to read from the start to understand how we got to where we are now. However the short and sweet of it is simply what a true fathers love is capable of. Paden is Lopaka's Father a man thought to have abandoned him. (You will see in earlier books that our darling Lopaka has abandonment issues that are not unwarranted) Paden's sudden and much needed return into his life was brief but a promise that he made at the end of Na Hiku. A promise he would have given up his immortality to keep. His love for his family was so deep that he was given a chance to keep his promise and save the lives of the family he had come to love more than his own life. Now without giving anything else away I want to say something on a more personal note. This Book took my breath away. All of A.J's books are breath takenly beautiful but this one made my heart ache and at times really had me worried. The ending was as I had hoped. Open enough so that AJ can as I hope he will keep weaving tales of Paden's second chance with his family and with love now that he has accepted who and what he is. I expect to see Paden grow into himself and his powers. AJ is now and always will be at least in my own heart the keeper of Secrets and teller of tales.

 

Thank You again AJ for yet another wonderful book that is sure to be Number one on that charts as it is in the hearts of all of your beloved readers

 

Silver

Cover Model Adam Killian (Also Paden on AJ's books)

World AIDS Day

It's not abnormal for me to be the last one to figure things out. However i am appalled at myself for not knowing or remembering that today was the start of World Aids Day. Let me Give a little Background into the Why i am pissed at myself then i will move into my thoughts. When i was in Highschool i was in a foster home in a small town. I was a big city girl stuck in a small small town. For those of you who know my life story know i was never taught that Loving someone of the same sex was wrong, neither was drugs, drinking or Hooking but those lessons were for TOTALLY different Reason( lived next door to a whore house growing up) ANYWAYS Back to my Point.. I took it upon myself to Educate stupid people.. Now that sentance should tell you were it got me. NO WERE fast. I was in Highschool 1990-1994. This was a time that i remember that gave a damn about AIDS eduction and gettin the word out.. So a lost girl found a cause. LONG story short.. My Bad ass loud mouth got the Health Education Classes updated and Mandated better Aids Education. We had Wonderful speakers and people living with the Virus come in and talk.. I worked in homes with patients and sadly i lost a few friends along the way. Then i went into college, started drinking parting and had a child.. I tried to stay updated and involved but i havent. I let alot of things slip. Now i am a bitter old woman of 35 4 kids and i REALLY need to get active again because i'll be damned if i trust the schools to educate my kids the right way. OK that was the past Now on to the Future.

Today while Reading my Twitter one of my Smart but very Cute friends said "I have been HIV+ for 4 years and going strong! I prey that everyone, no matter your status is healthy, and lives a happy long life"! So i got to thinking
1. Now that i know this do i think he is any less of a Hottie? Nope Stilling looking good nearly naked to me.
2. Does this matter to other people?
Are we so shallow of a people that we would judge someone based on their HIV/Aids status? Are we any better off now in 2009/2010 then we where in 1990? Medications, over all health, prevention and Education has gotten better.. Out of all the things listed i think Education is suffering again.. The numbers went down so we as a people have forgotten and are starting to develop that God complex again. Are we telling our children LOOK.. This is still out there.. IF your going to have sex you need to be as safe as you can be BUT there are Not 100% promises. Nothing is perfect except not having sex at all. No some of us dont.. We preach dont have sex dont have sex dont have sex.. but we dont back it up with why shouldnt you.. When i look at my children this is what i see.. ME.. I never did what my mother told me i always did what i wanted.. So do i expect my kids to do anything better? Hell No.. SO when i said to my 13yr Look.. I am NOT stupid enough to think that you are going to wait to have sex so here is the Deal.. IF and when you do tell me.. I already asked her Doctor about putting her on birth control. I also said i didnt care if she had sex with Boy girls herself or all of the above i just wanted to know. i cant help her be safe if i dont know.. I am about ready to break out the banana and condom and start showing her how to do it and keep her supplied. I'm a bad parent arent i? Anyways.. This World Aids Day My suggestion is this...

Think about what you as a person can do to help educate someone who doesnt know

The next time you stare at that Picture of the Hot *fill in the blank* ask yourself does it truly matter to me.. If it does ponder why it matters.

DO something to help the Community... Volunteer some time At a home for Aids Patients

Hug Your child,Pet, whatever and thank whoever it is you thank that you have another day with them because someone somewhere is Dying of Aids Related complications.

The Working Mind of a Mother of 4

I think that Twitter is the bane of its own exsistance!! Because of Twitter i have gotten to know Porn Stars Go Go Dancers and Rent Boys. I have learned a great many things since my introduction to Twitter!! I keep in touch with writers i love and i wonder often if i boarder on stalking. Because of Twitter and my out going nature to want to get to know people i am writing my first book ever. Any ways the name of this Blog is The Working mind of a mother of 4. yes i am 35 and i have 4 wonderful heathen like children. Each has their own personality and makes be wonder about their future. I think i can accurately guess what each of my kids are going to be when they grow up.. Not saying that it will change or that i am wrong but i am the type of mom who swears i will love them unconditionally. But i have been thinking about that can i love a child without conditions? I want to say Yes I can. But sadly i am not sure its true.. Will i love them if they are Ax Murderers.. Yes they are my babies of course.. I wont love what they did but i love the child that i bore and raised. Will I love them if they become strippers, Go Go Dancers Porn stars, Gay straight or bi or whatever.. WITHOUT a doubt and if they work with or get to know anyone i am lusting over more the merrier. My rant about Twitter was for a reason. I have learned something about people and parenting. 1. I AM NOT Normal!! I use to not be ok with that. but i am now why because despite what many churches want to tell me or brain wash me to believe. God No matter his or her name loves everyone without condition Like a parent should. I will never say i love only if your or you do..... I love you despite the fact you drive me nuts, ignore me and act like you know it all. 2. How do Gay men really feel about all these straight woman fawning over them.. I have befriended writers, porn stars, Etc and i wonder sometimes how many of them think i am just a silly straight mom with no life.. Does it matter to them that straight woman love Gay porn? That we make up a good chunk of their sales? sadly these are things i wonder about.. i know somewhere in here i said i wasn't normal. that's my rant.. and what is in the mind of this mom of 4. I promise my blogs will get better the more i do it. Love me or hate me i am what i am and i am nutters

DJ Manly Admiration Association

Its time to Put someone else in the spotlight and show my undying Admiration. This time around its DJ Manly!!! Oh were to start. Lets start with The Whispered his latest book. I also want to admit a few things.. I was reading DJ's Books Long before I started on AJ's. I found AJ through DJ with their Black Point books. I loved DJ's books. They were thought provoking sexy as hell and i got my happily ever after. The Whispered i think was and i could be wrong and i have been up for almost 36hrs now so Please be gentle if i am wrong his first attempt at paranormal. I was Griped in suspense and i pride myself on figuring out Who Done it and I was not only surprised but stunned at the fact i was wrong.. i figured out some small things but over all i was wrong. I also know that DJ is hard at work on more books and Moving into his first house. So DJ You are Truly a Gifted writer and I hope that my blog will at the very least brings you a small Smile

Silver pixie

AJ Llewellyn Admiration Association

Oh were is a girl to start!!! A.J Llwewllyn (www.ajllewellyn.com) is a Handsome, Sweet, energetic, talented, silly, smart and gifted writer!! That's just a few of the wonderful things about him.. I have brought everything i can that he has written. I don't have everything yet but i am working on it. He is one in a million. He Loves His readers. He Cares and not like some who just humor us when they run into us in chat or in groups. He Loves the love and affection we give. He encourages us to send him trinkets and gifts and is overly enthusiastic when he gets treats. His writing.. That is something else all together. He has a love and Respect for Hawaii that is borderline obsession. When he writes about the islands, the places and the people your right there with him. I want to give an example of how much he cares about is readers and i don't mean to embarrass him but this was something he did for me. He went to Hawaii and told everyone that he was taking a offering to Pele. I emailed him and asked him if it wasn't to much trouble if he would take her an offering as well as i was having a hard time at that time and i could use all the blessings i could get. He emailed me back and said he would be honored and to write a note to include. Long story short Not only did he take mine he ended up with alot of other peoples. He took a picture of the offerings and emailed it to me. Its the background of both my laptops. It reminds me everyday that there are people who say when they mean and do as they say. its silly but its one of the many many things i Admire about Him. So this Blog is Devoted to Him.. want to Join the Rest of us who Admire and Love AJ? Pipe up tell me why you love him. AJ - You are not only a wonderful Man your are a wonderful writer and person and i wish nothing but love and blessings for you!! Oh and Many many Many Cupcakes!!


The offering to Pele..