Thursday, July 30, 2009
Ok I feel like i have fallen or more so that I am broken!!! I feel like i can't do anything right and i have nothing to offer.. The highlight of my pathetic life was this past weekend when i went to go see Carol and other writers.. The was one of the my best moments i have ever had other then having my kids. But even that felt off.. I made myself feel like i didnt deserve to be there nor did i belong with all of these wonderful talented people. I felt like i didnt have anything to offer them.. my bubbly personality only gets me so far in life.. of course coming home from being away should have been happy but things just picked up were they left of before i left.. I loved my weekend away and i will never ever ever trade my memories of my weekend.. i just wish i didnt feel like a broken angel.